Rest Is Resistance
May 22, 2023

My rating: 4 of 5 stars
For me a timely and helpful book, as we near the end of a cruel and exhausting legislative session here in Nebraska.
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What Does This Mean?
Acts 2:1-21
by the Rev. Dr. E. Scott Jones
First Central Congregational Church
23 May 2021
One Sunday in 1819 in the city of Philadelphia, at the Mother Bethel African Methodist Episcopal Church, guest preacher Reverend Richard Williams was struggling to preach the sermon he had prepared and found himself unable to go on. In the silence that followed, suddenly a woman in the congregation stood up and began to preach. Her name was Jarena Lee, and what she was doing was not allowed.
Jarena Lee was born to a free black family in Cape May, New Jersey in 1783. In 1807 she had a series of religious experiences in which she heard the voice of God calling her preach. As she recorded it in her autobiography:
But to my utter surprise, there seemed to sound a voice which I thought I distinctly heard, and most certainly understood, which said to me, “Go preach the Gospel!” I immediately replied aloud, “No one will believe me.” Again I listened, and again the same voice seemed to say—“Preach the Gospel; I will put words in your mouth, and will turn your enemies to become your friends.”
When she received this call, Jarena Lee approached the AME bishop and founder of the denomination Richard Allen. Allen dissuaded her, because women weren’t allowed to preach.
And so Jarena Lee went about her life, getting married and working. Until that Sunday when the guest preacher couldn’t continue, and she decided to stand up and preach the sermon herself.
What happened next?
Well, Bishop Allen was in the congregation that day. And to his great enduring credit, Bishop Allen realized in that moment that Jarena Lee was called of God and empowered by the Holy Spirit to preach. Following that service, he authorized her to preach, making her the first black woman to receive such authorization. Lee then became a popular preacher of the Second Great Awakening, traveling thousands of miles each year to preach hundreds of sermons in churches and revivals and camp meetings. Then, in the 1830’s, she published two editions of her autobiography, leaving a written record of her spiritual experience and her ministry.
In her autobiography we find these words from the Bible:
I will pour out my spirit on all flesh;
your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
your old men shall dream dreams,
and your young men shall see visions.
On the male and female slaves,
in those days, I will pour out my spirit.
Jarena Lee underlined that important word “all.”
Anglican priest Caitlin Carmichael-Davis imagines how those words resonated with Jarena Lee. Carmichael-Davis writes, “As she reads these words, Lee is transformed, and the world around her suddenly looks different. No longer defined by hierarchies and division, each person has the dignity as a child of God, and the responsibility to embody Christ in the world.”
The contemporary theologian J. Kameron Carter, reflecting on the meaning of Jarena Lee, writes that “To enter Christ’s flesh through the Holy Spirit’s pentecostal overshadowing is to exit the gendered economy and protocols of modern racial reasoning.”
Jarena Lee was a poor black woman living in a time and place when poor black women had almost no social standing and were the victims of many intersecting oppressions and injustices. Yet, Jarena Lee had a spiritual experience from which she did not allow those oppressions to define her. She would not be confined to her society’s expectations for women or for people of color. She knew herself to be a beloved child of God, called of God, and filled with the power and authority of the Holy Spirit. Her bold speaking was itself an act of breaking the demonic powers of patriarchy and white supremacy.
Carter writes that “the Spirit of Christ is the architect of a new mode of life together” in the church. And that new mode, “transfigures social reality” by inviting all people to join in fellowship in the body of Christ. Thus, the coming of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost breaks down the barriers that divide and separate us, creating the opportunity for something new to be fashioned.
Kameron Carter writes of Jarena Lee that what she “has literally done . . . is broaden the reach of Christ’s historical, bodily existence so as to understand her own existential and historical moment as an articulation of Christ’s own life and way of being in the world. It is her understanding of Pentecost as part and parcel of the economy of Christ’s bodily existence that allows her to accomplish this.”
She is a Holy Spirit-gifted minister, a part of the Body of Christ, and, thus, she is joined in fellowship with all other people. And she too becomes a physical embodiment of the Spirit of Christ, meaning that her experience as a poor black woman in antebellum America is a part of the experience of Christ’s incarnation in the world. Her bold act of preaching is itself one more moment in the history of the world where the Holy Spirit breaks forth, much like it did that day in Jerusalem when Peter and the disciples experienced wind and flame and speaking in strange languages. The Holy Spirit continues to break down barriers and pour herself out onto all flesh, so that God’s dream of a new world, united in peace and love might come to fruition.
That’s part of what this ancient story means. The Pentecost story is about God’s invasion of our social world and our history in order to create something new. The wind that blew that day is like the wind that blew at the Creation of the earth from the story in Genesis. That wind is still blowing, that original Spirit is still hovering, God is still speaking new things into being.
And the Pentecost movement of the Spirit didn’t end that day in Jerusalem when Peter preached, it continues to move through human history, breaking forth in new and surprising ways as the Spirit gives voice to all flesh. And so we humans keep playing catch up to realize that God is speaking from black voices and indigenous voices and female voices and disabled voices and gay and lesbian voices and transgender and genderqueer and non-binary voices and none of us know what voices God will start speaking in next that the church might spend time arguing over rather than absorbing fully the lesson of this ancient story that God’s Spirit is poured out on all flesh.
Willie James Jennings writes:
The same Spirit that was there from the beginning, hovering, brooding in the joy of creation of the universe and of each one of us, who knows us together and separately in our most intimate places, has announced the divine intention through the Son, to reach into our lives, and make each life a site of speaking glory.
Imagine that! Our lives a “site of speaking glory!” Hallelujah!
But how does that happen? Jennings explains, “But this will require bodies that reach across massive and real boundaries, cultural, religious, and ethnic. It will require a . . . devotion to peoples unknown and undesired.” To love oor neighbor, as Jesus taught us. Yet now we realize that the love of neighbor isn’t just about kindness and hospitality, but about the Holy Spirit empowered formation of a new humanity.
Jennings explains that the Holy Spirit is living inside of us, sharing with us God’s own desire. And, he writes, “that desire has the power to press through centuries of animosity and hatred and beckon people to want one another and envision lives woven together.” What the church needs, he writes, is “people of faith who will yield to the Spirit in this present moment.” People who will allow God’s desire for union and peace to fill us with love and hope so that we enter into each other’s lives and break down the barriers that segregate us from one another.
Let’s be those Pentecostal people. Filled with God’s desire for a new humanity and empowered by the Spirit to create a new world of peace and love.
And, so, what does this Pentecost story mean? I’ll let Willie James Jennings answer for us:
The Holy Spirit has come. Joining has begun. This is the real meaning.
My colleague the Rev. Darrell Goodwin, Associate Conference Minister for the Nebraska, Iowa, and South Dakota Conferences of the United Church of Christ, picked me up around 5:30 in the evening so we could head downtown to work as clergy providing pastoral care and de-escalation in an effort to avoid more violence, particularly loss of life while also bearing witness to those who were angry about yesterday's decision not to charge the killer of James Scurlock.
We parked on the outskirts of downtown, donned our clergy stoles, and began walking. As we came up to the first of five police cordons we went through, I lowered my mask and introduced myself and explained why were were there, intentionally speaking first as the white man in the duo. The first two cordons of officers sent us ahead. At the close of each exchange, I wished those officers well and said I was praying for them. In all the officers you could sense their worry and the tension of the day.
At the third cordon, we encountered a commander in military style fatigues who then walked us the remaining few blocks and through other cordons to where the protestors were gathered. We walked up to the first officer there, who just happened to be Deputy Chief Kanger. We again introduced ourselves, and he gave us elbow bumps. We said what we were there to do and asked if we could be of help. He seemed very pleased and thanked us. He asked us to talk to people who seemed particularly emotional, which is what we spent a lot of the evening doing. This was the first of many conversations over the next few hours with the Deputy Chief.
Darrell and I headed to the front of the line. We walked along between police and protestors introducing ourselves to both. I generally led next with, "How are you feeling this evening?" Which often elicited a long response. In each exchange I'd close with offering to be of help in any way I could and told them I was praying for them. One young man asked specifically for me to pray over him. Many thanked us for being there. A few talked about how churches needed to talk about these issues.
The protestors were almost all so young. They were upset and afraid. They didn't understand this injustice, why people keep getting killed, why nothing ever seems to improve or does so so very, very slowly. A number of the protestors at front were engaging the police in conversations. Occasionally they took pictures together.
A few, and it was only a few, were more aggressive, yelling at the police. Often other protestors gathered around those folk to try to de-escalate them, and the few clergy there (I think I counted six total over the course of the evening--fifty clergy would have radically altered the event for the good) also tried to engage those folk in conversation. My experience was that most people just wanted their pain and anger heard and after someone listened to them, they appeared not as agitated. Darrell did amazing work on more than one occasion talking someone down, including one person who early in the evening wanted to rush the cops.
Occasionally I had to explain to some protestor why what they were demanding some cop to do was something that couldn't be done last night, trying to help them see how unreasonable demands didn't work, but that those demands could be channeled, were legitimate, and could be pursued.
I talked for a while with one of James Scurlock's brothers, who was so heartbroken and was there to thank people for peacefully representing the family as they had asked.
Shortly after we arrived one very young woman was asking the front line of police if everyone could march together. A pastor from Zion Baptist heard her and brought her to the Deputy Chief to talk and eventually the Deputy Chief okayed that, so the crowd, with some police included, marched around the Old Market. For a good part of this march I walked alongside the Deputy Chief and we discussed how to help the situation when the 8 o'clock curfew rolled around. During the march around I also ran into a church member there protesting.
I was most troubled by one very angry woman who had a toddler with her who walked along the line screaming at all the cops. I tried talking to her child, and she snatched him away and then wouldn't talk with me. Darrell tried, and she wouldn't talk with him. But eventually she did, and Darrell kept trying to talk her into taking care of her baby. She did eventually seem to disappear.
Some of the young people were wonderful positive influences on the crowd. One young man, crying, got everyone to kneel and asked all the cops to, and when they did, the crowd erupted in positive cheers, suddenly the cops were swarmed with hugs, hand shakes, and selfies. This occurred shortly before the curfew, and I believe is one reason that many of the young people left before the curfew. They had been heard and their pain acknowledged.
Suddenly as the curfew fell, the crowd was very different. Many of the folk who had been there on the front lines for hours had left and there were new people. It was also a much whiter crowd than earlier. At that point Darrell and I began trying to talk them into leaving peacefully. One couple asked, if we do leave, which way do we go, we look boxed in. So, I asked the Deputy Chief, who told me to the North, so we began passing out that information. It was clear that some did not trust us or the information. It was during this time that I had protestors asking if I was really a cop. Or I overheard them say to others after I had talked to them, "You know he's a cop, right?"
I saw two young women, the eyes above their masks revealed their fear. I stepped up to talk to them. "What happens now?" one of them asked. I told her that those who remained would be arrested. "I can't be arrested. Where do I go?" I told her she was to walk north. I took the two of them to the Deputy Chief and had him confirm that for them. So those two young women started out the exit route. A trickle of others began to follow.
And suddenly, some idiot in the departing crowd through a water bottle, and some police began shooting pellets at the people leaving. I was horrified, as I had sent them that way. I ran into the street screaming at the cop who was firing to stop as the Deputy Chief had sent them that way. The look he gave me, I thought he was going to turn his weapon on me, but he did not. He did quit firing. A media person nearby said, "Yeah, they fucked that up."
We kept encouraging people to leave peacefully, even after that happened. There was a moment when the protestors were completely closed off from the exit route. Darrell and I were standing together with the media across the street and began yelling for the police to make an exit route. Which they listened and did. Suddenly, some shots and tear gas were released not far from there and so many took the opportunity to run for the exit. Darrell and I were walking along and got a little separated. A couple of cops began insisting I move along. I told them I'd been working with the Deputy Chief in getting people out and was waiting for my clergy colleague right behind him, he told us snidely, "You should have left already, it's after curfew." He didn't listen to our explanations, but we moved along, encouraging those leaving to keep going and not turn around and yell or anything as doing so risked everyone going that way.
The gas now came our direction and I was coughing and struggling momentarily to breathe. A woman came up and squirted water on my face and in my mouth. Moments after that, as I was walking along behind the protestors with my arms raised and yelling, "Leave peacefully" I was knocked to the ground by an impact on the back of my neck. I yelled "What hit me?" as the realization and fear began to dawn on me. A young man ran up to me, "Padre, you've been shot." Darrell grabbed me and pulled me against the wall of the building to make sure I wasn't bleeding.
At that point we rushed along behind the exiting protestors continuing to encourage them forward. We finally turned a corner and found four police to whom we explained what had just happened, who we were, that we had been told by the Deputy Chief to go that way but had been shot and gassed. We asked what was the safe way back to our car and they directed us. We had to repeat this conversation a number of times.
We finally made it back to our cars and had to drive a circuitous route back to my house where Darrell dropped me off and then drove himself home.
I've never seen so many cops. So many of them in full military gear. There were military-style vehicles in the streets. It was horrifying. There are so many different and better ways to let people express their justified anger without creating a war zone.
Today my entire body hurts, but my soul hurts even more.
Last weekend I read Michael Ignatieff's excellent book The Ordinary Virtues: Moral Order in a Divided World (you can read my review of the book here). In the first chapter of the book, he makes this point:
Fairness in policing is the absolute sine qua non of the moral economy of the global city.
Before any other problem can be addressed or before virtue can be cultivated, a population needs to trust the police. He writes that for the diverse city, the site where the moral order is most contested is policing. He adds, "Police abuse is an affront to basic moral expectations: it makes a mockery of the creed promoted in every citizenship class, school civics lesson, and Fourth of July speech."
He adds that in America it is precisely in policing where our highest ideals are most in contention.
What helps to create a more moral police force, according to Ignatieff, is a robust civil society, with strong social institutions. One chapter of his book is about Los Angeles, which focuses on the good and difficult work that city has done since Rodney King in order to build a civil society. He writes that policing must be viewed as "politics in action" and as "maintenance of a shared moral operating system."
Victory is achieved when people no longer feel that they are "prisoners of impersonal forces." He adds, "To have a moral community in a city is to recover some semblance of sovereignty over life as it is lived. It is to have the sense that you can work together with others to shape common life to humane ends."